escape

no matter where i go, i usually hit up with things or ppl that i don't want to happen or see. so there is no way to escape except face them. i have no energy to confront vigorously. i don't care whether i can handle these people well. but to find a leeway to make myself feel comfortable. what's the problem of avoiding any chance to be hurt? i don't think this is a problem at all. it is just i try to face it and the best way is to prevent it from happening. so that will be the best way to handle things and situations.

this is not escapism. it is avoidism.